steam
i am tired. this whole experience is taxing in ways i never thought of. reaching such fantastic highs and dreadful lows is killing me. i have a feeling it's been taking it's toll on you. for the first time in weeks i am once again spilt between abject bliss and calling the whole thing off.
but we can't stop now. only some queit time, together, in this our soon to be home, will calm these tremors. only the other's nervous smile and jittery laughs will sooth the churning sea of doubt within.
i don't want to disappoint you and i don't want to be wrong about this. i want to come together and make our way in this fucked up world; together. i want to harness Secret Power for all it's worth. i know it will be good, i'm just tired right now.
so don't be so hard on me if i don't shine so much for a little while. don't be so hard on yourself. we are worse then our fears. we control this affair. no one and nothing else. just us.
like its supposed to be...
Dished out by Anonymous more or less at 9:36 AM
