Don't you flash those bad boys in public! That's not cool.
I thought you already had some? Just bust them on'out at home and do it from ur phone.
Otherwise, keep'em tucked in.
Dished out by Anonymous more or less at 8:13 PM
That's gonna be hard without a private computer. (Dare i flash em' in an internet cafe?) Wa haa haaa
Dished out by IB more or less at 7:39 PM
Where?
I am still waiting for those pics.
waiting waiting waiting
send them to meeeeeeeee......
Dished out by Anonymous more or less at 6:39 PM
The word
sometimes, more than often really, i feel like screaming it
just stopping the conversation and yelling into phone until i go horse
wailing, screeching, moaning
that word
it's power absolute. it's meaning many fold and complex but easy as a kiss on the lips. that dam word that changes two people forever.
the spellbinding word that man of magick con not utter.
eyes low and chest pounding, waiting for the day when i will be free of it, it's weight then shared by us both
like it should be. most certainly like it will be.
but these days are not those, my sweet, and my waiting lips will stay their claim to your secret heart for more time to come.
the word is all around us, and soon, it will past from my mouth into you like the last breath of a dyeing man.
so until then...
Dished out by Anonymous more or less at 6:31 PM
Fear is a response to expect
This isn't easy or carefree. It's hard and awkward at times; stressful. We are so far ahead that when the present rears it's head we jump at the sight of it. But this isn't a bad sign or telling glimpse of what's to come. No. It's just a reaction o be worked through and dealt with.
We'll be fine. We
ARE fine.
Dished out by Anonymous more or less at 7:20 PM
Last night was scary.
Very.
But in any important relationship, unless you're in serious denial, its impossible to be conflict free. So the question becomes, what then do we do with those moments? Do we freak out, blow up, give up, run and flee? The best relationships (i think) aren't devoid of conflict and anxiety and pain, but rather, they experience those discomforts, process it, and come out the other side; resulting in a new appreciation and respect for each other, greater intimacy and even ::gulp:: reinforced love.
Dammit, I don't care what anyone says,
We DO kick ass.
::stamping feet::
Dished out by IB more or less at 8:12 PM
The waiting game
waiting sucks. watching me wait might be fun though...
Dished out by Anonymous more or less at 12:12 AM
Doctors suck monkey nuts
My doctor must have a death wish. Either that, or he has mistaken me for the angel of death. Either way-I was tempted to cut him today.
Bleh...He won't break me.
fucker
So I will be rested up for my party manana. If you have any drugs, please mail them at your leisure.
Dished out by Anonymous more or less at 6:00 PM
Nice.
Dished out by IB more or less at 7:46 PM
Vanity (session1)
You didn't ask for it, but I think you'll like it.
Oh, a soul mate is someone with whom you have a special connection, near perfect synergy, and just an overall affinity for.
Dished out by Anonymous more or less at 7:26 PM
Whoa!
Hold on there buddy! I'm fine! Totally completely fine! What happened to make you suddenly so worried?! Yikes! Now i'm worried that you're worried!!!!!!!!!
Dished out by IB more or less at 3:55 PM
-!-
What happend? Are you OK? Are you hurt!? Holy dhit, I'm going to be sick...E-mail me and let me know if I have to come to Hawaii and kill people.
Dished out by Anonymous more or less at 8:01 AM
No Worries Beef Curries
Don't even sweat it. Sounds like an adventure, and trust me, it'll be high-livin compared to my Den-O'-Molds life. I can't wait! Yaaaaaay!!!
Good luck tomorrow... Its your big day!!!
Dished out by IB more or less at 3:26 AM
20 days
Ugh...I just checked the law and it looks like it will be a minimum of 20 days from tomorrow until get my check.
I am not pleased.
So it looks like it's you and me on the air bed-o-luv. You'll get to sample a bit of the high fustration, low money, life lock living of yours truly. As you know, I will be falling back on my tried and trusted make-out techniques, to keep you distracted until all the cool toys are gotten.
It should be a hoot.
Dished out by Anonymous more or less at 11:59 PM
you're killin me
hahahahahahahahahahahahah
i love it
thanks Trooper
Dished out by IB more or less at 7:46 PM
Just one second
Fucking people need to keep their mostly TV/movie based ideas of what New York is like, to themselves. I doubt most of them could get through a day in the city without blowing a gasket. But it's NY, and this is a suburb not the city itself, not fucking downtown Iran.
::mumbles curses in Spanish::
Sorry you have to deal with that nonsense Blue. That definitely
does not kick any amount of backside. But you seem to taking the right approach to things. Just stand your ground and all those harpy cries will fade into the vast void of the past, because:
New York, just like us,
KICKS ASS!
fuckers
Dished out by Anonymous more or less at 7:33 PM
SaaaWeet!!
Jessica Simpson! Hubbahubba.
So, glad you gave me your FreakOut/Bliss scale today. No worries, i'm all over the place too. I'm sure its normal. I also had a recent flash of "We Have to Call the Whole Thing Off!". Then i realized, well, if i really wanted to, i could! And that alone made me feel instantly better; just knowing it was a choice. Something that we could control. Either one of us have that right; every minute until the end. I don't want you to ever feel forced or trapped. Its up to us; you and i at all moments how and if we want to proceed.
Hey by the way, stop sending me emails that make me wanna cry. Damm you.
I want to post it here, so i'll never forget... Would you mind?
Dished out by IB more or less at 5:51 PM
Roller coaster
I woke up today in a bad mood. I was definitely a 10. Freaking out I thought up ways to get out of all this and contemplated a move to a lovely cave in the north of Peru.
Bad boy.
Of course I then freaked out about freaking out and returned to being exciting and overjoyed about all this. I am now firmly a 1.
Now don't you freak out on me.
Maintain warm feelings. Speaking of warm feelings; I had a freaky XXX dream last night involved you and Jessica Simpson.
Yes, I am a weirdo.
No more pepperoni before bed...
Dished out by Anonymous more or less at 5:11 PM
P.S.
Some of those photos were so beautiful it was scary.
Dished out by IB more or less at 4:06 PM
Oh No!
I'd be lying if i said i didn't miss you last night; our awesome evening communions have come to mean so much; nourishment & solace, joy and hope. But i sensed you needing space and i wanted to honor that, while forcing myself to not catastrophize. Its funny how quickly i've come to long for you.
I wish i could make it all go away; your pain, the botched up surgery; the unresponsive doctors. I feel so helpless and so far away! I can't even fluff your pillow! Or make you soup! Or bring you a Diet Coke (from the secret hiding place) with one of those multicolored scrunchy straw things. :-(
I guess the most i can do is wish you pleasant, peaceful, happy dreams, though i must admit; i'm still working on my Jedi Mind Control Powers; drawing you neaaarer, neaaarer...
And sending you love.
Dished out by IB more or less at 3:39 PM
Oww
My side is killing me this morning and by some bizare twist of biology I am tired. 14 hours of sleep and I'm tired again
Gar Gar GAr
Sorry I didn't call you tonight but I'm not really in the mood to talk.
I wish you were here.
That would kcik ass...
Dished out by Anonymous more or less at 5:31 AM
one word:
W O W
THIS PLACE R O C K S !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dished out by IB more or less at 9:34 PM
You go girl!
Talking to your parents:
Inevitable
Trying to find a way to tell them you're moving without bullshit drama:
Standard
You riding out the waves of said bullshit drama that you were just trying to avoid:
Nice
Owning up to the truth about where you're going to people known to freak out:
Sweet
You holding your ground, taking a big chance and coming out the other side, small victory in hand:
KICK ASS
And that, ladies and gentlemen, is why I will make this women my one and fucking only.
Dished out by Anonymous more or less at 11:50 PM
Who needs sleep?
Not me sweetheart.
The boy has been up all since yesterday working on this here blog (ya?) So I hope you like it. I/you can change anything you want, so don't be bashful. After all...We kick ass!
xoxoxo
Dished out by Anonymous more or less at 6:00 PM
