Oh No!
I'd be lying if i said i didn't miss you last night; our awesome evening communions have come to mean so much; nourishment & solace, joy and hope. But i sensed you needing space and i wanted to honor that, while forcing myself to not catastrophize. Its funny how quickly i've come to long for you.
I wish i could make it all go away; your pain, the botched up surgery; the unresponsive doctors. I feel so helpless and so far away! I can't even fluff your pillow! Or make you soup! Or bring you a Diet Coke (from the secret hiding place) with one of those multicolored scrunchy straw things. :-(
I guess the most i can do is wish you pleasant, peaceful, happy dreams, though i must admit; i'm still working on my Jedi Mind Control Powers; drawing you neaaarer, neaaarer...
And sending you love.
Dished out by IB more or less at 3:39 PM
